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Finally..I have my holidays..

2012-01-26T22:49:00.002+08:00

Since November I was really busy with my studies..assignments deadline, revision, reports...even during my Christmas break back in Malaysia, I still have to do my work.

Until yesterday, I finally get to relax a little.

I have no break in between actually. Not to mention about Chinese New Year holidays, there is none here.

I was suppose to attend class yesterday and today, but I let myself off. Hehehe..approving my own holidays.

Well, it's the first week of the semester and usually it is just some introductory session. Don't really matter anyway.

What I did was I get to enjoy my drama series marathon..from day till nigh..till late night...yee harr..that's the way baybeehh~~

Ok, by the way wanna share some thoughts here again..

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I think everyone has to go through a miserable period, especially when it comes to relationships. Yes, the story is repeating and repeating...just that the people involve are different each time.

Time will cure. This is what I always believe in. Yes, it takes time to heal the wound. It takes time to withdraw yourself from the misery you experiencing.

Read a quote somewhere, God is closest to a broken heart.

Be strong, Stay strong.

Happy Dragon Year

2012-01-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

Just to share the making of our CNY reunion dinner at seventeen...

Tulips as the Spring Flower for CNY Deco...and of course because it's my favourite <3

All time favourite..Hong Shao Rou

Everyone busy in the kitchen...

8 dishes for CNY Reunion Dinner...

The most expensive dish of them all...Prawns~~

Chinese Yu Xiang Rou Si..

Tang Cu Pai Gu..

Hehehe..this is my creation...Fruity Yee Sang..with Strawberry oh~~

Hong Shao Yu

And my Soy Sauce Chicken...it looks raw from this picture..but it's cooked ok!!

Why others can but you can't?

2012-01-19T17:54:00.004+08:00

This morning I saw a post...and I was quite disappointed in a way..not because of that person who posted the message..it's about someone similar who couldn't do the same..

I really don't understand why other's can put their foot down and pick what they want..and you couldn't.

I can't get the mentality that this person is having...why other's can just tell the world what is wrong and get over it..but you just can't.

I really don't understand....

Teddy bear will not give up anything for the princess...just because the princess is just a guest in his life or what?

But other bear willing to give up the rest and make his princess's existence felt...

Maybe I just don't understand the fundamental point of the story...what is more important for teddy bear?

If princess can claim for adverse possession how nice...LOL..ok..studying for Real Estate Law now..

My first Exam after n years..

2012-01-17T05:59:00.003+08:00

Hi..today is my first exam after I don't know how many donkey years. It really feels like shit! The feeling is like...worst than giving a presentation to a group of VVIPs....LOL..

But after the exam..it feels better than giving a presentation to a group of VVIPs. Hahaha..Because you won't get embarrassed if you failed your presentation in the public.

Exam is not about winning others..is about winning yourself. This is what I always have in mind...

Today something embarrassing happen. Damn!

One of my guai lou classmate text me, asking me how was the exam..bla bla..

And he said " In other news, I liked how you had your jumper on back to front today. Very Cute! x"

I was like...OMGOSHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I did not notice that AT ALL!!!! I was already at home, changed and dating my bed and pillows...and this message come..

No wonder I felt funny today wearing my jumper..It's like choking me...

I thought because I am wearing a Polo T under it and that's why...T_T

I really feel like digging a hole and plunge my head in!!

Ok..hope this put a smile on your face.

Just to share..

2012-01-16T04:36:00.001+08:00

I am such a emo freak...

2012-01-15T06:21:00.002+08:00

Out of sudden..or maybe not...I am emo today..so damn emo..

It's almost the time of the month again? Perhaps...I don't know..

Yea...was really frustrated with some people..keep on bugging me..just because it is almost exam..asking me this and that...I really dislike this..I don't like people bug me when I am busy concentrating doing my own revision...they just come to me for some last minute help...damn! I have not enough time for myself and you think I have time for you people?

I am such a person that when people need help, they will come to me..but when I need help? Do I go to these people? NO!! They are too weak maybe..or just..hopeless?

Anyway...

When I am alone...at night..I will have lots of thoughts running in my mind...I just don't know why...I don't understand why I always meet the wrong people...

Maybe you would say..Well..you opened the door to let them into your life...that's why...

Indeed..I guess...these people are loitering outside my door and I am stupid enough to open the door to let them in. My fault..so..I should suffer the consequences ay?

Suffering now...it is my fault..I deserve all these anyway...

Battling Exams

2012-01-13T07:03:00.002+08:00

Submitted my another piece of work to Uni today...

So here I go...revision time...Next week I am gonna face a battle that I did not fight for more than 5 years...YES..it is EXAM!! Urgh!

Alright then...please pray for me..I don't hope for a distinction...a PASS will be enough already...

Thankiu!

Back to Uni..2012

2012-01-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

Today is my first day I return back to Uni. Not a new semester yet..but it's the last week of the semester. Next week will be examSSS!!!

I got up very early, about 8.45am. I think it is something to do with jet lag still...or..maybe I should just keep this a practice..getting up early is something good..healthy also!

Had a revision session in Uni about 11.30am. But I try to get there earlier just to hand-in my assignment. I was quite worried though because I seriously have no idea whatever I did for my construction report is correct or not. I even brought my assignments back to Malaysia and try to complete it. So..yea..today is D DAY...need to hand this report in.

Took the bus to Uni..damn..there was a sticker at the driver's window

"NEW FARE STARTS ON 2 JAN 2012"

So I asked the driver..what is the new fare for cheap day return?

I heard..£3.90

So yea..I dug out another 30pence.

When the ticket was printed out, its £3.80!! Isshh..paid 10pence more!!

Alright..so next is when I arrived at Uni..I went to hand in my report. Oohoo..I realized so many of them were actually doing last minute job..I seriously worried for them can they make it on time? But none of my business anyway...I just try to do my part that is enough.

Hmm..ok..there is another assignment to hand in tomorrow. So..need to get back to work now..

*kick myself in the ass*

My trip back to the Volcanic Mountain...

2012-01-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

First stop....we try to look for the herbal egg at Memorial Hall..but no more..so went to Chin Swee Temple instead..

Not as nice as the one we used to eat from Memorial Hall..=(

The moment we reached the main hotel entrance, the bell boys immediately recognized all of us. One of them even asked me, "Eh, lama tak jumpa? Based kat wisma ke?"

Was busy chit chatting with the people at the front entrance..then we proceed to the Galleria..LOL..as we say it is our SOP for VIP Visitation..

Of course it is a must to sign the Guest Book and take a picture..Hehe..

After meeting my ex-boss, we went to have lunch with my ex-colleagues...tadah...SEAFOOD!!

After having lunch...we went back to our old office to have a look...

And I found my staple is still there..LOL...The girl did not remove my name.."Hi Staple!! How R U?!"

The moment I stepped into the office...the new girls said.." CALLIE!!! Aiyo...there is a new girl taking over ur portfolio...AIYO...WE HAVE SO MANY STORIES WANT TO TELL YOU!!!"

Ahahaha..and there they go...with all the stories about the new girl...

My comment is..."OMGOSH!!!!! Wish the new PR team good luck!"

After that we went to meet more people...yam cha after another yam cha session..

In the end..we get to meet up with a friend who used to be our VIP..but now a friend..what a world..

There are a few people that I bumped into...most of them I will say Hi...but there are some..I just walked away...no point talking to those bitches...

What goes around comes around...

I will be back folks!

Me and my Drama life

2012-01-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

My Christmas break back to Malaysia turns out to be very dramatic...as usual..what is new?

On the day I touched down, till the day before I come back..non-stop my drama..

I am not going to illustrate the details here...so let your imagination go wild ya..But not too wild please!

I think it is because I am "single" now that's why the dramas?

Sigh...anyway...I think this will be another drama year again...

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Well...I met the same woman who took the same flight when we flew from London to KL at the airport. Why I remember her so much? Because she is so petite..and her guai lou husband is HUGE!! I remember when she flew back to Malaysia, she was with her husband. But when we fly back to UK, she is alone. Haha..so coincident...

Hmmm...nothing much to blog about liao..

Need to get back to serious business liao...

Ok bye.

Friends with "benefits"?

2012-01-06T22:22:00.005+08:00

Since then...I get to know a few more friends...Yes, they are males, and they are so much elder than I am...about 15-20 years elder..

I am glad that I get to know these gentlemen.

Both of them although from different company, different area of profession, but they are my good mentors.

So yeah...they are friends with benefits...but it is for my benefit only....I get good advice from them...good consultation about whatever area I am not sure about.

My new timetable is out...same I have classes on Wednesdays and Thursdays only. But this time the only difference is..Wednesday my class is 12-5, and Thursday 9-6. Hmm..is it a good thing?

I am Ms. Kepo

2012-01-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

Ms. Kepo get to kepo many many things...LOL..even none of my business also I get to know.

Sigh, thanks to the social media. I love it and hated it at the same time.

Anyway, I am lazy to tell what I get to kepo.

Hmm..just to share....It is common in UK that people will say " Thank you darling...Thank you sweetie..Thank you love...Thank you sweetheart..." Very very common.

But then, if it comes from a oriental guy, I don't know why it sounded a little bit...disgusting!! Well, it depends who he is. If the man is someone that you don't really have good feelings with...it will turn out to be disastrous!!!

Arrghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Die la die la die la....I am going back UK d...and my assignment not finish yet...how lar??!!!

In the end...you worth RM500?!

2012-01-02T19:32:00.010+08:00

Long stories about what is the worst situation like..bla bla bla...

In the end..Everything is still going on well...the man once said whatever the woman do will destroy his everything. His career, his reputation and even his life!!

But in the end?? Does this happen? I don't think so. The man is still happily enjoying his life....still working..reputation? LOL...no big deal. Not many knows who he is anyway. He is neither a politician nor a celebrity that catches paparazzi's attention all the time. Even Edison Chen can survive...so what's the big deal?

So, should this woman being hated?

Whatever happened, its just this woman being blinded by love. And when a woman is so in love, obsessions comes into the picture. Is this wrong?? I do question this, is it wrong to fall in love and become obsessive? Is it wrong?!!

My answer is.....perhaps.

The woman was so obsessed that she did so many stupid things. Out of her mind. Who's fault? The man? No..It is the woman's fault for being stupid. The woman's fault for falling in love with this man so much. The woman's fault for loving this man to the point she has gone crazy.

I think this story will repeat again and again..It is just different people who will experience this. This story is always repeating. It is up to how smart are you to change and twig the plot of the story. However, if you are good or lucky enough, you might reach the "Happy Ending" soon. Otherwise, your story will just go on and on and on....to "No Ending"..

Well, so what happen to that woman? Her stupidity only worth RM500 in the end.

Is it the man's fault? Never. It's the woman's fault for giving him chances again and again..again and again..but the man did he give any chance to that woman?

Of course NOT!!

The woman being hurt again and again..being treated like a puppet...an idiot...a clown..whatever you can name of. All in the end, the man paid her RM500 as "Token of Appreciation".

So, which means this woman is only worth RM500. All the sweet memories is not priceless after all...there is a price tag to them.

Yes, RM500.

Although the RM500 was requested by the woman once upon a time, when she was mad, but then later on, she does not want the money. Just because she does not want to put a price on the relationship with the man.

But in the end, the man tagged the relationship. Er no, maybe it's a business?

So woman, use your RM500!! It is a compensation, reimbursement for you after you being hurt and tortured again and again.

Use this RM500 wisely...and learn your lesson.

New Beginning of 2012

2012-01-02T09:23:00.005+08:00

Had a quiet birthday celebration. Not even a birthday celebration though..just a normal outing.

But thanks to my friends who spent time with me.

Year 2011 is somehow very dramatic for me. From the beginning till the end...it's like a roller coaster...ups and downs..Indeed it was not a good year for me. Too many goodbyes, break ups, separations and whatsoever...

It was a sad year.

I remembered going to the Fortune Teller. He told me that in year 2012, there will be a big change in my life. It is a good change, he said that it will be a big twist in my life. Wookay..I do think it happened before 2012. 2011 in fact gave me lots of twists and turns already...

For Christmas, I have a special friend to be with me...

On my birthday, surprisingly I have another special guest to accompany me. Wonder how sarcastic life can be.

Last year on 1 Jan, I attended a wedding dinner. This year same...another wedding dinner, in fact a luxurious dinner. My grandma was so gan cheong about it and reminded us again and again to be well dressed.

Ok, today is the second day of the new year. I am ready for another roller-coaster year...

at Shangri-La

Having champagne for Pre-dinner Cocktail Reception..

With table tag somemore.. I used to do it for others last time..now my turn..my name appearing on table tags...

This is the menu...RM10k per table (yes, RM10,000 per table)...@.@

Happy Birthday to Me........

2011-12-31T08:32:00.002+08:00

Every year I will have some expectation on my birthday...

This year......

not important...

Getting old...

Birthday Eve

2011-12-30T08:43:00.002+08:00

It's almost a week I am back to homeland...I think I am adjusting to the time well...no matter how pissed was I the night before...I can still get up at 8am! Or...my body is still confused thinking I need to go to work? LOL...used to get up at 8am when I was working..

Had a weird dream last night...me and my friends had a plan to visit a school. Yea..a school...it's a primary school. And we wanted to have a party in the canteen. I was queuing up to buy food...and I was thinking should I buy "Wat Dan Hor" or "Curry Laksa"...LOL...then I woke up...

Aarrghh...I am still struggling with my assignment...damn!! CONSTRUCTION!! I am thinking I might be failing this assignment....because I have Nooooooooooooooooooooo idea what am I writing...

Was suppose to go out..but then I was ffk-ed. Nvm...

Actually I don't really like my birthday date..because people might remember it but then they just will remember counting down to new year instead of you birthday...but why bother people remember my birthday or not? I don't remember theirs much either..just rely on FB's birthday reminder..LOL...

I remember when I was young...I never had a chance to celebrate my birthday in the classroom in school with my classmates...because my birthday is always school holidays.

This year's birthday it is the only birthday by far I am celebrating it as "single"...Is it a good thing? I think it is...

I WANNA GO PARTY!!!!!!

I'm Confused

2011-12-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

I thought I've adjusted my jet lag..but actually..NO!!

About afternoon...I am really really sleepy....and I zzzz...and zzzz...and zz...

But at night...I can't zzz at all....

Was having nap today (suppose to be just a nap)...but when I realise, its already 5pm..looking outside the window...had a thought " How come the sky is not dark yet?"

Second thought.."Oh..I'm in Malaysia..."

Went to Cheras to try this "No Signboard" Hokkien Mee...Using charcoal to fry...not too bad the taste....

Ok...I think I should try to zzz now..hopefully I can re-adjust my biological clock again...

TTFN!

Aaahhh...food again..

2011-12-26T11:50:00.002+08:00

I think it's gonna be hard for me to get Anorexia...

Went to straightened my hair yesterday...then gossip session with ex colleagues....really nice to catch up with them..and we r going to do something before I return to uk...eheheh...

Seafood Steamboat at Damansara Village....PRAWNS!!!

My breakfast for today on Boxing Day....Curry Noodles...with SIHAM!!! Heaven......

Christmas Eve in Msia

2011-12-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

Hi..just touched down..feeling very dizzy now..I am so tired because of the travelling...from Taxi...Train...Tube..and Train again..then Aeroplane...then later car...

Anyway...glad to be back here. Many things changed though its only a short 3 months..

Had Nasi Lemak on the plane just now and bloody hell, its giving me stomachache...arrghh!!!

Waiting for my brother...super in need to go home and shower....Arrgh!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Me...celebrating my first Christmas as a "single"...lol"

Last blog in UK for year 2011

2011-12-24T05:11:00.002+08:00

Hello...I'm now at London Gatwick Airport. It's quiet here...prolly it's because it's Christmas Eve's eve...

Just felt grateful cause I almost lost 1 side of my shoes when boarding the train..

Another long haul flight....I think I can zzz well in the plane...hopefully...

If I can't zzz, I should be doing my assignments in flight...HOW GEEKY CAN I BE?

Ahem...just because I wanna spend more time going shopping and holla with my friends...

Ok..see u UK...I'm coming back Malaysia!!

Winter Solstice

2011-12-23T10:29:00.001+08:00

It has been a while I 'celebrate' this day..I remember one year I was craving for tong yun so much because I didn't get to eat any...

Anyway...this is my last night in UK for this year....I received my very first birthday gift for this year and also a Christmas gift...yay!!!

My 3 months UK life...Series 2

2011-12-22T10:44:00.004+08:00

Christmas is almost here and everyone seems to be really crazy doing their shopping...

Dim Sum for lunch...

People mountain people sea...

Went to Xmas market and had German Sausage...

The tag they gave after paying £3...red for red sausage..white for white sausage...

Yummy dinner...with my housemate!

and I get to see some lovely TULIPS!!

In the evening.. Went to watch Aston Villa vs Arsenal...Though AV lost by 1-2.

Villa Park Stadium..

Proudly sponsored by Genting!!

Leng Chai Goal Keeper from Aston Villa...he signed on my ticket!!

Okay,,,I would like to introduce....

This is super freaking..effing...bloody....heavenly...whateverly...YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really can't stop eating this chocolate......sinful!!!!

Ok...tired liao..gd nite..

5 days before Xmas

2011-12-21T07:38:00.004+08:00

Gosh...We were all watching some scary movie last night and bloody hell, it's so hard to forget those eerie scenes...for example some bloody idiot can kill a chicken and pull out it's heart with his bare hands and teeth...Uurrghh!! And he used the chicken heart to "feed" the "little ghost"....*scream!!!* And also..first time seeing a naked SHE-MAN...freaking stiff and fake boobs..and the little ding ding still there...AAAHHHH!!!!

Was thinking about the movie scenes...it claimed to be true documentaries..my goodness..those Thai's they are really crazy with those black magic...scary..really scary..

Anyway...

There is something I want to share here...I've been getting too much attention from other men. Especially man who are so much elder than I am...I really don't understand why. Probably...it's because I'm single..that's why?!

I don't know what I've turned into...probably very auntie? Or maybe..I have the "mistress" look..Well..I prefer to be the second one though..

Ahh...can't wait to go home. I will miss the cold weather here somehow...guess what? Me and housemates start to comment that 6 degree Celsius is WARM! Last few days the temperature was about -1c - 3c..then today...6c..all of us in the house.."Waa..today so warm ah!!" Hahahaha...

Tried this super duper yummy chocolate today..OMGSH..seriously yummy...unbelievable!!! But I can't bring any back because it will sure melt..it stated there the chocolates have to be kept under 17c. Sigh..so no hope I can bring some back to slowly savour. Nvm...I can come back here after Xmas and eat all I want..buaahahahaha...

I'm going for the Aston Villa vs Arsenal game tomorrow..gonna get some experience of watching live football..yee har!! Which team should I support?

A week before Xmas

2011-12-19T08:02:00.008+08:00

It's a week before Christmas now...we had a scrumptious Sunday dinner this week..Too bad I couldn't join my housemates for the actual Xmas next week..I got fed up waiting for the snow so I decided to just go and look for Mr. Sunny Sunshine instead..

This was a few days ago..see!!! It's neither snow or rain...in the end..its just rain...

Had some baking session in the house...Butter Cake..

Drinking session at night again..so this is how we chill our beer...cepat dan betul!

The Sunday Dinner begins...

Callie's special chicken...what did I put..I remember rubbing some coffee on the skin...I am NOT JOKING!!

Next is Peri-Peri Chicken..Extra HOT

So..this is the complete dinner plate we had...

The feast before....

and AFTER....

Okay...so this is the temperature tonight...Bloody Cold!!

This cold but no snow!! How annoying right?

Christmas Party@Gatecrasher!!!

2011-12-18T01:06:00.003+08:00

It's the end of the teaching week and it's Christmas holiday..so we went to the Christmas party organised by...I think it's the student union..lol!

Anyway...yea...it was zero degree and we were all dressed up with dresses without coat...woohooo!!!!

Ready to go....That's not my dress by the way..LOL..

After exposing to the cold air...quickly wrap up with my scarf..

The flash makes me look so pale!!

Hahaha...what an achievement...we were all wearing like that without coats....in the cold...0 degrees....just because we are too hot!! *sizzle....*

I'm coming home...

2011-12-17T01:34:00.003+08:00

I'm coming home..I'm coming home...

Tell the world that I'm coming home....

Yeah....

Next song..

Last Christmas..I gave you my heart...the very next day...year...whatever...you gave it away...

And....

Happy Birthday to Me....

Ok..I am crazeee liao...

Holiday now..

2011-12-16T08:11:00.002+08:00

With great dignity...I went to attend the last class before the holidays..

Why I have to be so exaggerating? Apparently not many people attend the last class. There are only 7 of us in the class today...

And I just uploaded my research proposal..YAY!!

So..now I have 3 weeks holiday and I am gonna spend it with assignments and revision...

First reminder for me to grow up

2011-12-14T08:43:00.002+08:00

In the lunar calendar..I am officially 27 years old. Bloody hell....unbelievable! When it is Chinese New Year...which is 1 month away...I will be 28 years old...

Again..only in the lunar calendar..

But I am still 25 years old..and 11 months...and 14 days old...OK!!

I just realize something...I was really a stupid dumb dumb....

Anway...I should grow up now...should move on....get a new life...stop looking back already...

Princess needs to wake up one day and walk out from dreamland...stop believing in fairy tales..because...the teddy bear that she used to play with doesn't want to play and will never want to play with Princess anymore. The dream of building a castle together will not happen. Never will happen anyway...

Grow up....

Selective Memory Lost

2011-12-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hope much I wish I can have selective memory lost...

I just want to remember the happy things..forget all the negative things..people..incidents...

That is my birthday wish this year maybe...

If I have selective memory lost..I think I can be happy every day....

Maybe I can choose which to remember and which to forget now...

Happy Lunar Birthday to me..

Dedicate this song for myself...Wish myself Happy Birthday..

And yea..another song..

Sha Gua (means..stupid?)

I love FOOD!

2011-12-13T08:08:00.002+08:00

Come in to share some food again.. Hehe..

This is Beer Chicken. My first attempt to cook this recipe I found online. Erm..I think I cooked too long or the method need to improvise a bit. Because the beer aroma already gone. Next time I will try again..

Can guess what is this? When I look at the picture I will smile because of my silliness. I am trying to imitate the Tou Fu Egg from Bukit Tinggi. I am trying to figure out how they do it but I couldn't. Don't think will cook this again coz my housemates apparently doesn't like to eat sunny side up eggs. I mean the yolk..they don't like it runny...

That day we went for supper...in UK there are no mamak stalls...so we went to mamak chip shop! We ordered an extra large pizza..look at the size!!! Crazyyyy!!

After this week, we will be having our Christmas break for 3 weeks. How nice if I can go back Malaysia. But better don't coz I still have lots of work to do here...

Ok..see u peeps!

Exam?! Arrghh? Exam ah??

2011-12-11T06:28:00.005+08:00

Just checked my uni's intranet...exam timetable is out..

16, 18 and 20th January 2012 is my exam...Valuation, Law, and Real Estate Law..

2 Law papers...pengsan! Valuation...argh! Maths...vomit and pengsan!!

Come to think about it..when was the last time I go for exams? I think is back to the days I was in HELP Uni Col. Wow...its nearly 4-5 years d....My days in Wolves Uni are just courseworks, courseworks and more courseworks..no exams at all..

What am I doing these few days? Reading reading and reading...needa get the literature reviews down for my Research Proposal...

@.@

When are you coming Mr. Snow??? Long time no see you liao...when are you coming?? Everyone in the house now is waiting for you!! Aiyo....You visit Scotland liao...fast fast come here la....

Oh ya..I have a new name here in UK did you all know? Hahaha..Please call me LILY..okthxbye!

Yawn...

2011-12-09T06:00:00.006+08:00

My first football match viewing is gonna be this month...few days before Christmas...Hehehe..Aston Villa Vs Arsenal..so guess which team I am going to support?

Today super duper strong wind in UK...but then..I was in uni all day long so I did not experience it..last time I did..the wind can almost stop you from walking forward..or push you forward....

*GRIN....*

Winter already here....Freezing....

And I am.....needa get all my assignments done..and later on revision..

Let me be lazy!! I want my lazy life back!!!Smelling smelly pillow...Geee....

Okthxbye!

Arrghhh!!!

2011-12-08T07:29:00.004+08:00

These few days I was super uber..uber super busy with my assignments.

Damn...many of you might say..why I do so last minute? Well..all I could say is..if the teacher hasn't teach you A-Z, how are you going to answer questions like..what alphabets are non vowels?

My stress level was at the peak of the bar and I was really worried about my work. Well, to complete the work is one thing..to give quality work is a different thing.

I was suppose to complete 3 assignments within 1 month. Ok, with all the researching and literature reviews, it is almost mission impossible. But I was quite optimistic until my computer went wrong..when Little Black died..I went into trauma..

I quickly get Bluewie in to rescue me.......Welcome Bluewie....I seriously loving your speakers because you are the loudest of them all in my house! And your battery life...muakss...And also the Veriface..using my face as log in..this is super cool!! Hahaha...

So, now I left 2 weeks to complete 3 assignments. I managed to finish 1, so 2 more to go. Both I need to write at least 6000words in total..phew..not a big deal about the words...its about what you know and how to express it.

But then..today i received 2 good news..the deadline has been moved to January!!! Yay!! So I have 1 more assignment which is due next week. The Research Proposal!!

The construction, management and sustainability (which I've completed) is due next year..so I am slightly a little bit relax now. But I will not just loosen up everything..I am just lucky that I have 1 more month extra...not counting the time I need to do revision for my exams...

*biting nails*

Pray for me that I can manage everything well..

okbye!

Goodbye Little Black...

2011-12-05T06:43:00.002+08:00

Extremely moody now....Little Black died..

Thanks to my housemates..they are kind enough to loan me her old laptop....

Really thanks to those who helped me when I need help...

IT stuff really made me so helpless...

Now my next question is..what computer model to get to replace Little Black...what is good? what kind of specs?

Food Trivia again!!!

2011-12-04T10:34:00.002+08:00

Went for a nice dinner with my friend here again...

Another ladies night out with wine,steak and devilicious desserts!!!!!

Sauteed Potatoes with Bacon and Onions..

Grilled Lamb Rack with Red Wine Sauce

With my Merlot wine...

My friend's portion of Chicken Breast..

Later on, we hopped to Browns again for their dessert..Profiteroles served with warm chocolate sauce!!

And this is Black Forest Trifle...Yummy!!

Ok...get back to serious business...

byethx!

Crap!

2011-12-02T06:58:00.005+08:00

Saw the lunar calendar...damn..my lunar birthday falls on the eve of my assignment due date!! Arrghh!!!!!

But luckily the actual date is still a holiday..=)

Oh ya...actually me and my housemates watched this movie before about young people going to clubs. Errmm...the casting are all pretty girls and pretty boys...so the acting still very green...but..the story somehow I think it is very real as you can see all these stories happening in real life..

Ok, it is rated 18sx!! There are some obscene shots but still "acceptable"..

But if you can't be arsed to watch the movie..(the second video post), probably you can hear the OST of the movie (first video post)..nice lyrics too...and can't believe this pretty girl can sing!!

I'm still loving you..by 连诗雅

So while you enjoy the movie..I get back to my assignments...

ENJOY!! xxx

Yay!!

2011-12-01T06:09:00.003+08:00

I received my first Christmas gift!!Really happy to receive this...thanks Ms.JF from the mountain..

It's December already...crap! I have 2 more weeks...exactly 2 more weeks and I have 3 assignments due..It's ok..I am planning to overnight in the Library anyway!

Another random blog

2011-11-30T06:49:00.004+08:00

I don't know why these 2 days I can post so many blog posts in a day..LOL..maybe I am too talkative?

I tried to browse my old blog post...I realize I do miss the mountain so much..

I dreamt about it a few times though...I like that mountain because of some people..nice people..and of course..I hated it because of some nasty and ugly people.

Anyway, that's the place I "grew up"..I learn a lot in life..I knew many different people and I do like my job...

I remember I said to my ex-colleagues..the few reasons that I will leave that job is...

1. I get bored of the job..which I think this did not happen..

2. I don't like the working environment any more..well..I dislike it at some point but not enough for me to leave the job..

3. I have other reasons to move on..which is now I am taking up my Masters in UK.

I read some of my blogs about Langkawi..damn..I really missed that place...I will go there next year when I go back for the summer...maybe I should try going there alone..spending my time there alone...hoping to refresh all my memories I have over there..I really wanted to go there again...really wanted to....although........but I will still go...I deserve a good holiday..I will go whack all the kerang bakar..(drooooooooool)..and I will sit on the beach enjoying cocktails while gazing the sunset sky..that's my Christmas wish =)

I saw what I listed out in my Christmas wishlist last year..I don't think I want any of them now...so..do I have a Christmas wishlist this year?

A return ticket to Malaysia?

Nah..whatever..I want a nice Starbucks organizer but don't think they have it here in UK. So..what can I wish for?

Okthxbye.

Set my own rules..

2011-11-30T06:05:00.005+08:00

I need to set a few rules for me to follow...otherwise I will go haywire..

1. No more spending on shopping...especially shopping for apparels or anything else..because I've spent more than I should...buying more than I suppose to...not until next year!! (well, just 1 more month to go..)

2. Finish all the food in my food cupboard before shopping for more food!! It's a waste because the old ones will still be around while I add on new ones every week...SO, I have to finish everything first before my next grocery shopping!!

3. Do my assignments..I've been doing and slacking at the same time..sigh..the deadline is just 2 weeks away from now and I am still dilly dally taking my own time?? I have to push myself harder now...

4. When the library starts their 24hours opening hours...I at least have to spend 1 night there..by hook or by crook..I never try this before..so have to do such crazy things once in my life!!

5. Start my revision when I have my Christmas break..I can't go back to Malaysia for Christmas T_T..so I have to spend more time doing my revision because I am having my exams in January!!!

Alright..let's see how determined am I to follow the rules..=)

Let's get cracking...

A song to dedicate to....

2011-11-29T07:37:00.005+08:00

I would like to dedicate this song to whoever it is....

I repeat playing this song again and again..really nice..meaningful lyrics too..

Some people can forgive..but couldn't forget..

Some people can forget..but never forgive..

Regardless how much they have gone through...One might be forgiving again and again..just that can't forget...but another just chose to forget everything..and not forgive even once..Hmm..

Anyway...nice song..

by 神木与瞳Shen Mu Yu Tong..宽恕Forgive

Dining

2011-11-29T00:54:00.001+08:00

Had a great time last night...

Nice food..nice wines..

Fell in love with the dessert..toffee sticky pudding...I'll remember you...

Red wine - Shiraz
White wine- Chardonnay..

More pics of London and me..

2011-11-29T00:28:00.005+08:00

I can't be arsed to upload any blog coz I just..can't be arsed...

Anyway..since I'm stuck in the bloody standstill traffic now..I'll just do some here...

London Tower Bridge

London Eye..

RICS Head Quarters Library

Old library style

Love the feel of the old library..

The seal for the diploma Certs..

Look how old are the books..1930s...OMG!

Roast duck in china town London..not the famous one though..

Berries cider..yumm..

Sparkling wine..

Crisps...to go with the cider and wine..

Canary Wharf, London...

Catchy speed limit board..

Back from London

2011-11-27T00:06:00.012+08:00

Hello....I was having my London field trip and that's why I can't upload any blog..

It was a very interesting and informative trip. Learn a lot about the buildings in UK. Damn..since when I start to fall in love with the building structures and architecture design..Magnificent!! Really great architects we have in the past..

There are many many photos that I want to share..

On the way to London..

Preview of the London Olympics 2012 site..

The Thames Barriers Park Cafe..for lunch..

Our lunch its just that...T_T

The Royal Docklands...

After that..we went to visit..

Ahem..hopefully next time I can be a registered member of this institution..

At night..after having dinner at China Town London...went to visit this place..M&M London!

The next day...went to Greenwich via boat...taking a boat journey on Thames River...Nice!!

The London Manhattan..nice high rise buildings..

Then..we arrive at Greenwich..

The spiral stairs...named Tulip Stair..with no support at all..amazing right??

The Old Royal Naval College..

3D ceiling painting..

The Chapel..the building is symmetrical to the Old Royal Naval College..I really love the buildings...its sooooo beautiful..

After visiting the nice buildings..we went to have lunch at Greenwich town area...

We explored the Greenwich market..and found this Brazilian Dessert..CHURROS..

Ok..here I enjoyed my Churros...damn..look at my tired eyes...

Anyway...so far these are a few updates...if I feel like it..I will upload more pictures or share more about my journey..

London again!

2011-11-24T06:34:00.003+08:00

Should I bring my hair straighteners? My make up remover? Which comb should I bring? Err...what to wear for sleeping? Should I wear safety shoes or just knickers?

Arrghh!!!!

Yes people, I am packing to London.

Well, its just 2 days 1 night and bloody frustrating because I just don't know what to bring!!!

Once I thought I was a packing expert because I used to pack each week what to bring up to the hill and what to bring home from the hill...

But now?!! What happen to me??

Anyway..whatever..it's just 2 days only...I can't imagine what will happen if it's next year..to SWEDEN!! Ngiak ngiak ngiak...

Just to share a bit what is my schedule tomorrow..

Day 1

8.30am

Depart to London from my uni

11.30am

On arrival in London, first visit the View Tube Cafe for refreshments and there we canhave a great view of the Olympics Park.After that, We will go for a guided tour to the Olympics Surroundings, the Excel area, the City airport and the Docklands down to the Thames Barrier Park. We will then meet up the Project Officer from Canning Town Regeneration Project Office..(Okay..I don't know what is this...)

4pm

Meeting at the RICS headquaters..(Woohoooo!!)

6.15pm

Arrive hotel to check in

7.15pm

Guided tour PUB WALK of "Hidden Covent Garden"...hehehehe....

Day 2

10am

Check out and load coach

10.45am

Guided tour to Tower of London..then take a boat journey along the Thames to Greenwich....(So I will be at zero time of the world!!)

3pm

Depart from Greenwich to Birmingham

I should arrive uni about 6.30pm.

Well well..how's that? Will update if the tour is interesting..

Anyway..just to share something AGAIN!!

1. English people are crazy for tea..that's why they like Afternoon Tea...but did you know that Afternoon Tea is not High Tea? It is called that way just to make it posh and regal. But actually...it is called Low Tea because it was served on low tables..Why I so smart? I read it somewhere from the magazine here..hehehe...

My housemate cooked something special today...Very beri oily food..but taste not bad though...

水煮肉 Shui Zhu Rou (Water Cooked Meat---translating word for word)

and..

炒年糕Chao Nian Gao

All red red de..but the Nian Gao more spicy than the meat..

I am Sleepy Princess

2011-11-23T07:35:00.005+08:00

I was amazed by myself on how many hours I could sleep. Though I know people who can sleep even more hours than I do..i.e. 20 hours? For me, my average sleeping hours is around..10 hours per day.

Some might think that it is still ok...but the hours will increase for me...especially when winter is here..gosh..I am going to enter the hibernating mode...its gonna be cold and dark here in UK and I will definitely get lost in time...in dreamland...

Yesterday, I dreamt that I dig a hole in my Malaysia's house garden and start having a pet fish. Guess what..the fish can even talk! But I couldn't remember what the fish told me...if its a group of numbers, I will share the numbers here. And you have to share the winning with me if you strike the lottery...this is a form of unilateral contract where I openly offer this to the world at large..So if you breach this contract, I will get my lawyer to look for you..ANYWAY..the fish in my dream did not offer any group of numbers..so...contract not established!

Today my Jackie Chan arrived...Eh no...Kaspersky arrived...Luckily I got a good deal on Amazon and ta dah....Little Black got it's vaccine already!! *Fingers crossed it will not clash tomorrow morning when I get up to start my PC*

Christmas mood in the house now...the deco's are all up and people start writing their Christmas wishes to hang on the Christmas tree..damn lame these people...LOL!

Our Christmas Tree...

The window at the living area.. Santa in the toilet!!

Boy Boy playing in the toilet.... And jumped up to Santa to say Hi!

The Christmas wishes...it says there.." I wish to have a man stripper as my companion!"

Another one wish to have a Mini Cooper for this Christmas..LOL!

I remember somewhere someone put she wish for boobs enlargement..LOL..That's not me..though I do wish for that too...=p

Ok....here are some random stuff to share..

My housemate show us the German sausage she bought from the German Xmas Market..ROFLMAO!!!

This is really H.U.G.E!!!!!!

Another thing is...we are planning to do something exciting!!! Come on...its student life...have to do something crazeeeeee....like..joining the strike in town? Yeah!!

The people here they strike for the increase tuition fees..we go strike because..they waste one day lesson for not teaching us..WE WANT OUR MONEY BACK!!!!

Am I joking? Well..I don't know yet..hehehehehehhehehee...

I'm a ROBOT!

2011-11-22T04:00:00.006+08:00

For 2 days, I have bad neck and shoulder. This morning is the worst because I had difficulties getting up from my bed and bending my neck to look down. My upper part of the body can't move as usual..stiff...like a ROBOT!

After I washed up, got Salonplas from my drawer and start sticking...

I was suppose to go to the library, as I announced loudly in the living area to all my house mates.."Tomorrow I am going to the library ah~~"

Mission failed. What a shame!

Excuse: My neck and shoulder hurts and I don't want to get into the cold air out there.

Excuse Accepted? Declined?

Ha! my house mate came back and said to me.."Eh?? You said you want to go library yesterday?!"

Ahem...repeat the excuse.

Dinner time...The "Kitchen Manager" of our house took out a plastic box from the fridge. It has a chicken breast in it. Guess what, it stinks like someone let out a ten-thousand-years smelly rotten fart! LOL!

According to our Kitchen Manager, this plastic box seems to be there for 3 weeks. Yea..now I think you will go "Eewww....."

Hah....this is student life..you have to go through some crazee things in life to make it exciting...

Sunday...

2011-11-21T08:37:00.002+08:00

Suppose to do more reading about my assignment but was distracted by some other thing...

Erm..Sunday mood.

Woke up with Little Black throwing a tantrum again...

Tonight I cooked as its my turn..

Guess what...I tried cooking Lat Jiu Chao Lat Jiu..not bad though...I just made a bit, just in case my housemates couldn't accept it. But so far, their remarks were quite positive and they asked me to cook more next time! =)

And addicted playing San Guo Sha online.. It's nice!!!

My first attempt of Lat Jiu Chao Lat Jiu..(Chilli Fried with Chilli)

Buahaha..I die liao...

New Hairstyle

2011-11-19T07:10:00.005+08:00

There was an urge for me to cut my hair..

Wanna change a new look but I hesitated for a while. Just because I kept my hair long for quite sometime..after so many perming and colouring, finally, my hair couldn't take any more damages..

Went to the hair salon...I asked for a change..so..there goes my hair..C.H.O.P.P.E.D!!

So..how's my new hair style looking?

My house mates were all at their "raising eye brows" look when they see me..LOL!

Yea..I look younger now..not so fierce as what some of them commented..

And guess what..after changing a new look..some young boys started chatting me up at the Christmas market..hahaha!! Best is when they say I looked like 19...

Tried this new stuff...Hot Wine at the German Market..

Ok..this photo has nothing to do with my new hair style or the German Xmas Market..basically..it just made me smile when I saw this..how creative my house mates are..LOL!

Frankfurt Xmas Market

2011-11-18T09:43:00.003+08:00

Hello...Christmas is almost here...went to check the German market out at Victoria Square, Birmingham..it's really awesome..

Well,show u the pictures and you'll know how exciting this place is..

Nice lights..

Small tiny stage..sound system was crap coz its simply too soft..People can't even hear what they are talking about..

Fried mushrooms and potatoes..

Cheese sticks..Or in other terms..Lok Lok ala German..

Huge ham...

German sausages...nice grill...

Nuts...

I don't know what is this...some German dessert..

The mayor all dressed up..cool!

Victoria Square..

Chocolates..<3

My bowl of mushrooms..with garlic sauce..YUM!!

The beer stall..the Moose on top can sing and talk!!

Nice carousel..

The Survival of my Little Black

2011-11-17T07:32:00.003+08:00

My Little Black was ill..

After I installed the anti virus yesterday, Little Black got a heart attack...maybe the anti virus dose is too strong for it..

I was really depressed...I can't live without Little Black....it is my everything here...

Luckily I have a "doctor" at home to help revive Little Black..

Oh Little Black...I am grateful that YOU survived from the heart attack...

After you fully recover installing all the updates...I'm gonna load you with other dosage to make you normal once more...

Oh Little Black...please work well..I need you to be with me for another few years....

Out and about

2011-11-16T07:24:00.003+08:00

Went out with friend again for a nice chill out session...

Tried this Japanese restaurant and guess what.its free dinner..thanks to my friend's friend..lol...long story....

Hola...try to make you drool here...

As a start..we went to starbucks for coffee...My first attempt of trying this Christmas drink..

Tried Black sesame ice cream and Lychee Ice Cream..

The Prawn Tempura is really good!

Ooo...Christmas is coming..the streets has put its xmas deco on...

Ganbatte!!!

2011-11-15T08:32:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's mission...

1. To complete the law formative about Contract Law!!

2. Research about sustainability subject!!!

Add oil!!!! Ganbatte!!!!!!!

Aaaaaaiiiii........S.I.G.H!!!!!
Like a deflated balloon......

Food Trivia 2

2011-11-14T08:54:00.002+08:00

Just to share my cooking here...

1. Vegetarian 齋菜
2. Steamed mince meat with tau fu
3. Stir fry pork with kimchi
4. Yong tau fu by my housemate....

Food Trivia

2011-11-12T06:42:00.003+08:00

Tonight is my turn to cook again..so what we had for dinner?

Hmm..not telling yet.

Went to china town in the afternoon to get the ingredients. Realise that the meat from the indoor market it's fresh and cheap!!

Did some shopping with housemate as well...and of course, went to have taufu fa..craved for it very long d...finally!!!

When we walked out of the shop, we noticed that this shop was actually on Trip Advisor 2011. @.@

Went back and start my preparation. I realise that every time I cook I get the ingredients ready very early..hmm..

Get the cha siu marinated...then the fillings for the wan tan..

So can guess what I'm making for dinner?

Yes...wan tan mee!!

How's it? Good?

A little kitchen trick we did..we have left over wan tan skin. So we use the wan tan skin to wrap another wan tan skin..and we just mixed them up with the rest of the wan tan and see who is the unlucky one..

Damn! I got 2 out of 5!!! Sigh...

After dinner..San guo sha as usual...had Ben and Jerry's ice cream...yummm...

Our Wan Tan trick..no meat at all but just flour! LOL!

Nice treat while playing San Guo Sha..

A day before 11.11.11

2011-11-11T03:57:00.006+08:00

Last night I was lying down on my bed, scrolled on the Apps store to find some nice apps and I found one..LINE messenger..OMG...its soooo cute!!

Cute right??? This messenger can do free calls too!! Definitely can fight with Viber and maybe Whatsapp...

Morning, got up went to uni as usual. Nothing special until later on in the afternoon..I just don't know why in UK, your stomach seems to grumble more than usual. I was sitting next to my classmate and later on..my stomach just went " Guuuu...guuu..." I turned and looked at him, he looked at me and smiled. Bloody embarassing! I quickly covered my stomach and said " Sorry..my stomach making noise!"

It happens more than once..the frustrating yet helpless part is, it sounded like you just farted. LOL! But I swear...it wasn't!

The next time he heard it, he turned and laughed at me.." Aiyo..why you keep farting!!"

".........well..if it's a fart you should have smelled something right?"

Ahh...later on, a guest speaker walked in the hall. @.@ He is sooo cute! He is a PHD graduate somemore...young looking..handsome..I turned to my classmate and whispered.."Aiyo..he very leng zhai!!"

My classmate rolled his eyes and encouraged me to get his number.

Well, you are not in the club and you don't simply hit on some guy and ask for his number. So..just let it be---for viewing purpose only.

Did I concentrate in that lecture?of course...YES! Like never before..LOL....

Tomorrow is another special day with a special date that occur once in a century. Well, I was thinking, any dates now occurs once in a century ANYWAY!!

Oh ya...my friend found a photo that we took looooong time ago when we first joined GENM. Our trip to RWS...Haaa...it was 2 years back already...so near yet so far..Sigh..how things changed drastically within these 2 years time....

*Sneeze sneeze* I think I am getting ill soon...or maybe its just the winter breeze...

Crazeee Vintage Night

2011-11-10T06:43:00.002+08:00

It's my housemate's birthday. We had steamboat dinner at home.

Yummy...

Then later on,the girls had some make up session for the birthday girl.

OMGOSH!! The moment I stepped out my room, the birthday girl stood behind me and said 'HELLO!'. I turned to look and screamed! She seriously frightened the hell out of me!! I was thinking who the hell is this 60s looking woman?!! I couldn't recognize her at all!! The whole house burst out into laughter..

Yes, we are noisy people..

The girls bought some vintage clothes from town and start having a mini fashion show at home. LOL,the dresses really old fashion..just like my mum's era..err..maybe grandma's era?

The boys at home damn lame...they just sat there, laughed and said:'Hao Lin (Hakka) auntie ohhh...'

Everyone at home had a good laugh looking at the 'models'..Really amusing..

Here are some pictures to share..

Me trying out the vintage glasses..

This one is not too bad..

OMG!! This is HILARIOUS!! (Are you laughing?)
She was wearing this spec when she tried to frighten me..

Ahhh..what a day...

Cold gloomy day

2011-11-09T09:32:00.002+08:00

Nothing much today..just another lazy day..but today get to meet up my friend for a nice chill out...

It's getting colder and colder here...need to wrap STAR up just in case he is cold..lol! How cute he looks!! <3

Went to china town..the casino that I used to work part time has now changed its name...

Sharing some photos I took today..

Cycling!!

2011-11-08T05:29:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I was quite adventurous with my cooking..I tried to cook something different for the house. Well, expected that some of them wouldn't like the dish. Its Sausage Stew..I don't know where is it originated from...Danish?? Swedish?? Anyway, I learn it from my cousin.

Basically the ingredients are onions, cabbage, sausages, potatoes and lager as the broth. Some of them can accept the taste but some couldn't. Hahaha..poor housemates gotta be my white mice..

Cooking my stew..It's still cooking..the end result was, the soup became more brown...

My house here has many bicycles..some of my housemates will cycle to class..to buy groceries and to the library...

Yesterday I was asking my housemates, can I try to cycle?

But only today, I have the chance to do so..I was struggling a bit because the last time I cycled was like N years ago..I seriously lost count..I think its during my high school days if I am not mistaken..

My housemates are kind enough to accompany me to the uni. Three bicycles going to uni together. One lead the way..and one behind me just in case I got lost. LOL!

I was really excited to ride on a bicycle again!!! I can do that more often now I guess since we have so many bicycles...

The best and warmest part of staying in this house is, when I want to leave the library, my housemates came to "pick me". They came with the bicycles and accompany me back home..So nice of them...

There you go..my first ride in UK!

Karaoke on Friday night..

2011-11-07T07:06:00.002+08:00

Finally..karaoke session in UK!!

Just to share a few photos...

Getting ready to go out..

Ahem..

My housemates..

My classmate..the alcoholic!

Bon Fire 2011

2011-11-07T00:29:00.004+08:00

Went to Pype Hayes Park for Bon Fire...

Was expecting to see the awesome big bon fire in the center of the park but surprisingly this year, there was none! Hmm..

The musical fireworks display was awesome...and we are lucky this year that it is a clear day...

After we had fun, we thought of going back home. So we went over to the place where our taxi driver dropped us off previously.

While waiting for our taxi...bloody so many incidents happened.

We were all standing there in the cold waiting..and then a group of white bloody bitchy teenage kids with alcohol on their hand walked pass us, and started laughing at us..I heard they said something like " .......they put all their coats on!!...." Well, I don't really know what she said but it's freaking annoying the way they looked at us and laughed. I stared at them while they were walking...They keep on looking back..I don't give a shit..we have 11 of us and you have only 6...Kurang ajar punya budak!!! First World Country..Third World Mentality kids!! Potential bimbos!!

I was walking to the other side of the road just to have a look...Then a bloody blonde bimbo who was talking on the phone...walking towards our direction..was saying " Oh My God!! I am walking into a group of Chinese!" Bloody BIATCHHH!!! I stared at her fiercely..but she was too busy on the phone and walked away..

I was really pissed off. I repeated out loud what that bitch said and a group of whites family who walked pass us was looking at me. Yes! You bloody do teach ur kids what is manners! We Asian Chinese are more effing useful and richer than you these bloody government welfare suckers! Idiots! Bunch of brainless people!

That is not all. We asked for 1 mini bus and 1 small car to fetch us back home. I asked the taxi company, how much is the fare. He said minimum charges for the mini bus is £12 and the small car is £8. Ok, about 15 minutes later, the mini bus arrived. All my friends went back and left 3 of us to wait for the small car. But about 5 minutes later, another mini bus of that company arrived. I was like...didn't the taxi company said a small car. So I walked to the taxi and asked the driver " Is this car going to Perry Barr?"

" Did you asked for a taxi?"

"Yes, going to Perry Barr"

" Yes, I can take you there if you want."

" How much are you charging?" (just to clarify because we don't want to hop on it thinking they will charge us a small car rate)

" £12 pounds!"

"No, too expensive! The company told me £8!"

We just walked away and waited. The driver came down..

"The car might not be able to come..come into my car and I will fetch you to Tesco. That I charge you £12" (Don't forget, that is the minimum charge. Which means if we want him to fetch us back to our house, it will definitely be more than £12).

I was pissed off again. I called the taxi company and start asking, where is the small car? Why send us 2 big car when only 3 person is left!! I was talking and talking..whining...complaining..till the taxi company fella said " Babe! Babe!! Can you let me talk please?"

" OK..." (kept quiet)

" The small car should be coming. But if there is a big car which came, he should be charging you at the small car rate"

" I asked him. He told me £12!"

"Can you go and asked for his driver's number, please?"

I walked to the driver and asked.." Excuse me, can I have your driver's number please?"

Guess what??

He drove off swiftly!!

See how these people tried to take advantage!!! Arrghh!!

Anyhow, the small car did arrive later on.

What a day!!!

The pictures at the Bon Fire Festival....
Remember remember..the fifth of November...

Rainy Day

2011-11-04T05:09:00.002+08:00

Early morning...I saw the pavement all wet..Seems like it rained all night yesterday. I was expecting the weather to be chilly, who knows it was quite warm this afternoon.

Went to Uni as usual..nothing much really.

Was suppose to join my classmates for drinking session tonight. But I did not want to go. Went home after class.

I waited for the taxi for 40minutes. Well, the driver told me that the traffic was bad. Later on, he asked me whether he can drop the box behind the car back to the previous customer. Apparently the previous customer left the box in the car before he came to fetch me. I was like...Err....O..K..A..y...

Then he radio called the company to ask the company to inform the previous customer. I heard all the reply from the company. And yes, he went to drop off the box and fetched me back. I arrived home safely. The taxi here all have record with the taxi company and everyone in my house is a regular customer. So, I think it's fine. And guess what, the taxi company always call me Lily. >.>

But, if you are in Malaysia...definitely NO WAY!! If possible, try not to take taxi also.

Tomorrow going for Karaoke with housemates...=)

Nightmare again

2011-11-03T05:41:00.004+08:00

This morning I had a very bad dream..really bad..To the extend that after I was awake, my mood just went all the way down..

Bits and pieces of the dream I can still remember..something like..someone defamed me on the newspaper and the person basically just back stabbed me. I wonder is it happening in real life? Maybe yes, maybe I am the one who is doing it...(but I am not)..I don't have a clue.

The feeling of it was not nice at all. Sigh..

Went to class as usual, cause its Wednesday. Morning till evening...Hah! My classmates tried to ponteng class..but I am a good girl, I stayed on till the very last second. *Win*

After class, went to Chinatown to have Roast Duck...Yummy!! OMG!! What's wrong with me? Yesterday Asam Laksa..Today Roast Duck Noodle!!

Tomorrow??? Errm....I got invited to go for drinking session with my classmates' friends..Still considering to go or not...Since no class on Friday..but then...I can't get too pissed because I still need to rush for my next assignment..Hmmm...I am still thinking...Maybe karaoke? I suggested it..well let's see tomorrow...Arrghh!! I just can't made up my mind!

I think I am a little Roast Duck overdose..can feel the heatiness coming now...drinking leong cha to cool myself down..and now..*biting nails..*hopefully I won't get any body ache after having it..*sinfullllll* High Uric Acid!!

While waiting for dinner to be served, I asked my housemate who joined me for dinner to draw..I told her my idea and she swiftly sketched everything out...*Amazed!!*

I asked her to draw a Fox Demon..狐狸精..how is it? I am one I guess..=p Err....I just like the name of it...

And this is how I feel when I am facing some problem..

*Disclaimer: Not I draw one ah!! I do hope I can draw like her..*

Ok..till then for now.

A productive Day

2011-11-02T05:33:00.005+08:00

I went to the library today with my classmate. Had time together doing some reading and studying. It seems to be very productive because the environment really helps to give you the mood to concentrate on your reading. If you are at home, definitely something will distract you..

Well, I dare not to say I 100% concentrate on my reading. I did browse the net a bit...try to find out which tablet PC is the best. Ya, many told me to go for Apple ipad 2, but then, it is freaking RM500 difference compared to Malaysia. Sigh..forget it lar..

One of my friend tiba-tiba FB chat with me and said to me.."Callie..I want to dedicate you this 2 songs!!"

Lol..I asked her why..she just said..“Donno，just want you to listen then you will know.."

OK..I share these 2 songs here. Both are very nice songs indeed. Next time if I am going to the Karaoke..I will sure challenge these songs..LOL!

领悟（By 辛晓琪. But I chose the video clip by Sandy Lin because I think she sings really well)

Another song I think most of you know..but I just can't get a good video to share..so..here you go.

女人何苦为难女人（by 辛晓琪， She is singing Live actually..but I just think that..its too tacky and cheesy..well..this is 14 years back d..)

Thanks Lim S.H. <3 You also add oil ah!!

Went to Malaysian Delights today..Finally I can eat some Asam Laksa!! Yummy!! Satisfying!!

Tomorrow morning need to get up early to go for class again.

See you people!

Struggling

2011-11-01T04:21:00.003+08:00

I am struggling..too many things now..

Hate it when everything seems so unorganized. I need to be on track for my studies now..HELP!!

Went to the city centre today to get some stuff..So tempted to get a Tablet. Found one on Amazon and the price is within my budget. Just that the tablet is not a big brand like Apple or Samsung. What should I do? Go ahead or just forget about it until I get back to Malaysia?

My housemates asked me, what do I need it for? Well, basically to have a substitute for my laptop. Is that a valid reason?

Study Day 1

2011-10-30T04:48:00.002+08:00

Finally, I forked out sometime to do some revision. Damn! I really need to do more reading!! My eyes are going to drop soon! Seriously...

Law..why is it haunting me..because I can't really understand some of the terms..Err..actually not some..is most of the terms. I am still trying hard. Besides, I need to read different cases to understand how the law has been applied to justify each case. Arrghh!!!!!! (Higher pitch that you thought ok!)

Sigh...I used to have someone to help me..but then now...I have someone to help me with the maths...Bloody Valuation subject really crack my head with maths. Its not that I don't know maths at all...just that..when it comes to complicated calculation, seriously it can take my soul away! Thats why I told you!!! I study Mass Communication because I DON'T WANT MATHS!!!!

What goes around comes around..whatever you don't want..it will definitely come back to you one day. And yes, now Maths is back to my life again! I just ordered a scientific calculator on Amazon. Can you believe this??!!! And guess what, someone just had a good laugh at me because I don't know how to use Excel sheet. That person seriously laughed out damn loud when he see me so clumsy with the Excel sheet. >.> OK, I am a noob! I can use it to create tables, but if you want me to put some formulae in and try to create a very pro calculation table, sorry..I really have Noooooooooo idea how to do it. Until today I was taught how to do it, can you imagine what is my reaction? "W.H.O.A...so geng one ah!!!" (Are you laughing? Don't Laugh!)

I don't know why I keep on thinking about the thing which is in the past. It's over!! OVERRRR!! It has nothing to do with you anymore!! Don't bother!!Don't care anymore!! Don't give a shit anymore!!

Sigh...

Back to my studies...

Err...

2011-10-29T04:32:00.001+08:00

I quit my part time job. Gotta spend more time on my studies because I think I am quite laid back..many backlog of work..especially Law papers. Damn..So many cases I need to read and remember...

My dissertation too!! Argh!! I don't even know what topic should I write and research about. Sigh...really need to do more reading.

Went to town today. Realise that one of my contact lense is ripped. Gotta throw it away and open a new pair. WASTED!!! Now I am 1 month short. Regret that I did not buy more before I fly to UK. Gotta ask someone to post me otherwise by January, I don't have contact lense to wear. Why dont't I buy here? It's bloody double the price in Malaysia. The people here don't wear contact lense maybe..coz most of them have perfect eye sight..I guess..

Cooked Nasi Lemak today for tonights's dinner. Hope my housemates like it. I just don't know why everytime when I cook, the rice cooker sure not working as usual. Or maybe i put too much rice at once.

So, hows my Nasi Lemak looking? I cooked everything ok!!!!!

The story of a chewing gum

2011-10-26T04:41:00.004+08:00

When you first start to chew a chewing gum, you can taste all the sweetness of it. You enjoyed tasting, chewing it..maybe blow a bubble with it.."POP!"

But later on, you feel tired and tasteless and its no fun anymore. You try to chew it more, if you have patience, squeezing and sucking every leftover sweetness from the gum. The longer you chew, your jaws get tired..the gum gets harder and harder..

Well, I don't think many people will swallow the chewing gum. We might do it when we were young..accidently swallowed it or maybe we do it on purpose, just to try out to see whether it will really stick our intestines together. (That's what our parents will tell us right?). Most of us will just dispose them. Some clean people will wrap it with paper before throwing it into the bin, but some people will just spit it out wherever they want. Well, if the person did not dispose it well, the gum might stick on his shoe sole, his hair..bag..and if he is unlucky, it will stain his clothes!

There is a story about someone being a "chewing gum". Being chewed and later on spit it out without hesitating because the person is too tired to chew anymore. Well, what is left? No more sweetness..all the person feel is the tiredness of chewing the gum and hating the texture and the taste of whatever is leftover. But if you hate the aftermath, why bother chewing it at first? Hah! This is the catch..

Now the gum is not disposed well. It has stick all over the person's body..hair..shoes..face..clothes..all over!

And If I am a chewing gum..I might be a poisonous one..I will numb the person's mouth and will forever stick on the person's body...So, next time..take Mentos!

Another random blog

2011-10-25T03:36:00.006+08:00

How would you feel when you lost something and you have no idea how did you lost it?

I used to own a MP3 player back in college. I bought it from Japan. A nice blue colour, round in shape Sony MP3 player. I liked it so much because it was one of the "in" thing to own during that era. One night, I went out drinking with my friends, and the next day, I realise I lost that MP3 player. I try to search for it in my car, thinking that it might dropped somewhere or I placed it somewhere else. But to no avail.

Now, its a photo album. Damn! My dad developed all the pictures for me to bring it with me to UK. And guess what...I have noooo idea where I put it now. =( It has been a few years that I get to take good pictures with my dad. I do have some soft copy in my camera. But the difference is....it's my father who developed those photos!! Sigh...I felt really bad..Worst still when I just recall about this album's existence. OMG!! What happened to me?!!

By the way, I think I should start to listen. I used to think that certain people are just..over and exaggerating certain things in life. But now, I realized that not all is wrong. I should take precautions. I think it is never too late to push the restart button, ay?

Guess what, I wish there is a Super Eraser in this world. This eraser could erase everything in your mind that you don't want to remember or think about it. How I wish there is one now so that you can erase certain things that happened before, not to remember and not to think about it. Life could be better with such eraser, right? Well..just a random thought. There are definitely some sweet memories that we can store in our mind and some rubbish and unwanted memories we can just....*rub rub rub*---ERASED!

Looking at some of the old pictures I took when working up in the volcano mountain. I realize that mountain was not as scary when I first joined. I have good colleagues that we can hang out together after work..have a good chat..get pissed together at Executive Lounge..but later on..things changed. One by one they left the mountain..and the fun is not like what we had before.

I remember in my short farewell note I gave during lunch with my ex-colleagues. The department used to be like a big warm family. We always have lunch together..gossip and talk rubbish together. But after those "old people" left, everything changed. The department seems to scattered into different groups. That's how everything become different too. Maybe, its the age gap. The new people are much younger and the old people..ahem..yes, I admit I am one of them who likes to mingle around and get to know more people from other departments. Most of the time we have people from other department to join our group..sometimes party down town..party up hill..makan here makan there..Aahhh....those days...

Oh ya, I remember the days we run around in the office with the "magic wand" we prepared for one of the Christmas function. There was once, I like to talk rubbish with my colleagues. One of the common talking habit we had was, we like to repeat our words three times. " Go away! go away! go away!".."cannot! cannot!cannot!".."what is that? what is that?what is that?"...Sigh...I think when they all leave one by one, all these crazy yet sweet memories were gone too.

I hate that place in some way..but I know I miss that place in many more ways. It's a love-hate relationship I have with that mountain. If you ask me, will I visit that mountain when I am back in Malaysia? Yes I will...If you ask me will I still go back and work in that mountain...Hah! This is catchy...depends how much they will pay me this time. Definitely I will opt for a different department now. But will certain people just don't want to see me at all? For example..........

Sigh..I am working part time now in UK. Damn..the people here..I would say...simple minded. Like I told my friend, if all of them are working up on that mountain..they already "die" long time ago..buahahaha...

Callie Poh!!! Since when you turned to be a homey girl?? Go clubbing..go drinking!! Those were your favourite activities once upon a time!! Now this place is your heaven and why are you holding back?? Indeed!! I have no kaki to go with now...big big big sigh...or maybe..someone changed me...or maybe...I realized I am too old for such activities anymore...maybe..

Wonder how is that T.Bear doing now? Still gloomy or back to its bright charming days? Missing the T.Bear.

My table and all my toys over there..can see?

Where the Queen was..I think the room looks different now..

I should move on I know...

I attended church online!!

2011-10-24T05:59:00.002+08:00

Guess what people..I found this website where you can attend service online! So good!

Praise the Lord..at my convenience at home, I can still hear the words of God. =)

http://www.lifechurch.tv/watch/twogather/1

Not well..

2011-10-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

Feeling not well...I just don't know why my backache is coming back again and again. Might be something to do with the bed here or the weather.

Having headache as usual...my monthly ritual thing. At least 2 weeks once. Bloody hell!

And there goes the time of the month...crap!

Having bad shoulders too..must be the sleeping posture or the computer table's fault..

I am fucked up! Mentally and physically. Sigh....

Why didn't I take Tiger Balm and the patch with me??!!! Now where can I find these stuff??

And my computer!! Hate it when in Malaysia everything is fine. Once here, all the trojans seems attacking like nobody's business.

This is the worst month I ever had.

Drinking time!!!!

2011-10-21T07:24:00.003+08:00

Drinking session with housemates and coursemates...

Yay!!!Pina Colada!!! My favourite Pineapple with Malibu...Gonna store some at home for my anytime consumption.yumminess!!!

I met SIRI

2011-10-20T06:15:00.001+08:00

Had my hands on the latest iPhone 4S..and I met SIRI!!

But too bad...I think SIRI is not used to the UK yet...

Interesting things that I see..

2011-10-19T04:40:00.006+08:00

Interesting Christmas gifts..at Selfridges..

Day Out to try Jamie Oliver's food!!

2011-10-19T04:29:00.003+08:00

Went out to have dinner with my friend. As usual, we will meet up in town and this time, we tried out the restaurant owned by celebrity chef Jamie Oliver.

I ordered Seafood Risotto..with a glass of white wine to go with it.

Too bad my risotto is undercooked. And I asked for a change..

They gave us free bread as service recovery...How can I finish all of them?

This is what my friend ordered. Happy Grilled Chicken. So, I think after you eat it you will be happy?!

I ordered their Homemade Seafood Linguine. Well...not too bad..but still..not very nice..=p

Last thing that I saw which both me and my friend think it's interesting..

The flush in the toilet..haha..

Emo pix

2011-10-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

Just trying my new app out on my phone..

Speechless

2011-10-15T17:14:00.005+08:00

No point searching it...because you couldn't find anything when there is N.O.T.H.I.N.G

But if there is something, of course there are traces that people can track down.

Everything is over now.

Love the person who supports you all the time. Hate the person who destroy everything.

Emo'ing

2011-10-10T07:33:00.002+08:00

Probably is that time of the month again or what..

Damn emo now..worried indeed. My course seems tough and I think I've lost my 'academic' mindset for this.

Saw an email about job recruitment..senior PR executive. Sigh..in futere I will not click on such links anymore for application.

I've chose a different path to walk on. No turning back indeed. Too expesive to turn back now. So have to continue my journey.

Emo now...it's nice to stay with other people but sometimes, you just prefer to be alone. Not many things to worry though.. Just that I just want to be alone.

Do you think so?

2011-10-04T03:35:00.003+08:00

This is a story I heard..but to protect the source of the story, I twigged the originality of the story a bit.

One day, Alice found her favourite toy- a nice pretty doll that she really likes it so much. However, she realized that this doll actually belongs another girl named Junie. No matter how much Alice likes this doll, she knows that Junie wouldn't let this doll go because this is also Junie's favourite.

Though Alice couldn't own the toy, she still try her best to loan the doll from Junie. At some point, Alice stole the doll off Junie when Junie is away. Sometimes, Alice wanted to let Junie know that she would like to have the doll but she is too afraid to do so. Simply because she knows Junie likes the doll as much as her. Alice actually has all sorts of plans and evil ideas to get the doll or steal the doll away from Junie,but Alice didn't do so.

The reason is as simple as, Alice try to put herself in Junie's shoes, she understands that she will not let the doll go easily, not until she felt bored of the doll or she found another favourite doll.

So what can Alice do? She either wait for the time to come..wait till Junie get bored of the doll so that she can own the doll..or..she just needs to wait for the time to come..the time where she finds another better doll and forget about Junie's doll.

I wish Alice all the best in getting the right doll..be it this one or another better one in future!

But if I were Alice...I will see how much I like the doll and is the doll really worth my time to wait. Well, I can tell Junie straight that I want to get the doll--if I want to. Or..while waiting Junie to get bored of the doll, I will continue to seek for better ones or play with other dolls first. What do you think?

恍悟

2011-10-01T05:00:00.004+08:00

我一直以为有些事情只有在电视剧里才会发生。但是，现实生活往往就是如戏里一样，有很多很戏剧化，很不可思议的事情发生。

所谓人生如戏，戏如人生。

什么样的情节，什么样的故事，都能在现实生活里听到，看到，甚至有些时候，亲身体验到。

感觉上好像有某某一个人在编写着我们的生活故事。这包括爱情故事。相信这个人，就是我们大家的神吧！无论是什么宗教，都有人在相信这，信奉的神。而我，就相信上帝，祂就是在编写着我的故事的作者。

有些人的故事，平凡无奇。而有些人的故事，真的高潮迭起，引人入胜。

我不是一个作家。自己的写作文发也不是那么厉害，不足以写出一本书。但是，如果我真的要写，可以写的话，我真的可以写很多很多很多的故事。

Too many stories, too many dramas in life. I couldn't believe that everything I watched in those series, its all happening in real life. Some heard..some seen...some experienced personally.

Every person has their own story. Some might be dull..some might be really interesting. Yes, dramatic.

Today's menu ^^

2011-09-28T04:24:00.007+08:00

Today's menu for dinner at Seventeen is....

Claypot (Rice cooker) chicken rice!!!

We made 3 pots..because our rice cookers in the house are quite small.

I sort of failed a little bit because I could not estimate the amount. Surprisingly..it turns out to be ngam ngam hou (just nice)!

See!! Got "feel" anot? Hahahaha...

I was actually quite worried because I could not remember the recipe. My grandma taught me how to cook this before. The last time I cooked it was....3 years ago when I was in UK doing my degree.

My friend did "advice" me another way of doing it. But, I want to try my way. *Chewing my finger nails*

Thank GOD!! It succeeded. Otherwise the whole house have to swallow everything--raw!!

To prove that I cooked this, this is the way I did it:

1. Marinate the chicken with oyster sauce, dark sauce, soya sauce, sesame oil, shao xin wine.
2. I have some left over mushrooms, so I chopped them and added them into my chicken as well.
3. My housemate has some lap cheong (Chinese sausage) left. So after slicing them, I pan friend it with some oil just to get rid of the porky porky smell. Besides, I like lap cheong to be chewy and crispy at the edge. =)
4. The oil that I used to pan fry the lap cheong I kept it. I used it for the rice.
5. With the oil, I stir fried some minced garlic and some ginger slices. Then I add in the rice (washed). Stir stir a bit, I add in some water, salt to taste and chicken stock. Ok, this is the difficult part because usually when I boil rice, I will use my hand to measure. But now I have to estimate the amount using my eye. With the help of my housemate, we roughly gauge the amount.
6. Bring the water to boil, then transfer the rice into the rice cooker.After that, I layed the chicken on top of the rice and let it cook.
7. When the rice is done, the chicken also will cook just about the right time. So before serving, just add in more dark soya sauce and soya sauce if you like it more salty. Stir it so that it mixed together with the chicken and rice.
8. Ahem...decoration is also important...I just add some chopped spring onions on top just to garnish it a little bit. =)

Like I said, I almost failed it because the rice seems to be a little bit raw on the inside. So, I added it some water later on. But then, the rice now seems to be a little too wet. So what I did was I fry it on the wok until it all dry up. LOL..I know I cheated here..well...our rice cooker too small and it cannot fit in everything..so have to try other ways. As long as it's still edible right??

See see see!! This is the way I make claypot chicken rice. The way I do it is very different from what I can find from the internet. And it's also different from what my friend advised me. Anyway....I still did it!! And guess what!! My housemates almost finished everything..(eer...maybe they are too hungry?)

Family day at Seventeen

2011-09-26T05:54:00.004+08:00

Seventeen is our house number..

Today is a Sunday and hence, it is also our Family Day at our house. One of the housemate is leaving back to Malaysia and we had an early dinner today.

Just sharing a few photos. And guess what?! I learned how to cook a new dish today.

Ta--dah!!! It is called "Hong Shao Rou" 红烧肉

In the making.....

The ingredients are quite straight forward. Pork belly, chopped spring onions, few slices of ginger, cinnamon sticks, kaffir lime leaves, ba jiao ( or bat gok in cantonese), 1 Tbsp dark soya sauce, 3 Tbsp sugar and 1 Tbsp Shao Xin wine. Ok, let's see can I remember the steps.

1. Cook the pork belly with boiling water till its half cooked. Then take it out and cut it into smaller pieces.
2. In a wok, heat some oil and stir fried the pork belly for about 3 minutes. Then add in 3 Tbsp of sugar.
3. Pour in boiling water until the water level covers the pork belly. (Have to be just nice..not too much water or too less). Add in the rest of the ingredients.
4. Let it boiled on high heat. When you see lots of bubbles, you can turn the heat down to low and let it simmer until the sauce turned thick. (Just like the picture above)
5. When you see the sauce is all gone and what is left is just oil, the dish is ready to be served.

Do you all understand how to cook it? No? Haha..never mind..go online and search. La la...

So...the end result....*drum rolling*

How is it? Hehehehe....Awesomeness!

Ok, besides that, I prepared Ice Berg lettuce with garlic and oyster sauce.

How to make this? Super easy!!

1. Boiled the ice berg until it become soft. (That's it)
2. As for the sauce, you need minced garlic, oyster sauce, soya sauce and oil.
3. Heat the oil in a frying pan, add in the minced garlic. Make sure the pan is on medium heat otherwise the garlic will burnt very fast. Stir fry the garlic until they turn brown and crispy. Then on high heat (I need to be real QUICK when doing this), add in oyster sauce and soya sauce. Usually this point everyone has to "siam" because the oil will start "jumping"...But for me, I have to stay there and keep stirring so that everything will mix together.
4. Somehow, personally I like to put a little bit of sugar at the end just to "balance" the taste up a bit. Ok..this is my version. =)
5. Then, you can just dress the ice berg lettuce with this garlic and oyster sauce. (Just like the picture above)

How is that??? I can cook ok!!!!!

This is from my housemate - Taucu chicken with potatoes...Yummy~~~

Ok..this is our feast of the week!!!

Table for 12. Thank you!

Masak- masak

2011-09-24T03:50:00.002+08:00

After coming back to UK, basically I need to take care of my own meal everyday. So, definitely I need to cook my own food sometimes.

Today, I want to show off what I've done in the house. ^^

This afternoon, I prepared my own lunch/ tea break or whatever you named it. It was about 4pm so it was no where near lunch or dinner. Was feeling a little bit hungry, therefore, I just get some mushrooms from the fridge and made baked mushrooms for myself.

Basically I just peel the mushrooms and washed them. Then in a bowl I added some olive oil, mixed herbs, salt and pepper. Then top the mushrooms with some grated cheese and put into the oven and baked for 10 minutes.

I think I should wait slightly longer..probably another 5 minutes so that the cheese will be browner..

As for dinner, I thought of finishing my chicken thighs in the freezer. So I made roast chicken thigh.

Basically I just marinate the chicken with salt, pepper, dark soya sauce, some hot peri sauce (saw it in the cabinet and I just took some...=p), olive oil and some sugar. Then roast it for 40 minutes..Yumm.....

I <3 petite poir peas. Crunchy and sweet. Just steamed them and add butter and salt.

That's my dinner for tonight. Hahaha...I am going to slim down real soon..=p

What I've missed

2011-09-21T04:56:00.003+08:00

I read an article somewhere..about what are the things we missed in our life. I couldn't recite the whole article again..but I think it is something like this.

A woman drives to work every morning. Every morning she will take the same way to work. From her house to her office, she will drive as fast as she could because she needs to be the first to arrive in the office. So everyday, she will just concentrate on how fast she can get to the office.

One day, her car broke down. And she needs to take the public transport to work. She called for a taxi. But the taxi did not turn up. She couldn't wait anymore, so she decided to take the bus. She walked out of her house and start walking to the bus stop. Then she realize...Hmm..there are such beautiful flowers growing by the roadside! "Oh..I didn't know that this house has such a beautiful garden..and that dog at that house is sooooo cute!!"

All these while she has been rushing to work every day...driving out of her house every day and night without noticing what is around her. She never know that she has missed so many things, such beautiful things surrounding her all the time. Just because she needs to get to her workplace on time, she missed the chance to slow down and appreciate the things around her.

Well, I am not a good writer and hence I think some of you might not understand what I am trying to say here. It doesn't matter, at least I know what I am trying to say here.

Today I realize..I missed out so many things in my life. Not a big deal though..but is just..when I am away from what I have in Malaysia..particularly that mountain, I realized something. I was blind..but now I see. Whether intentionally or not..I was blinded by many things. Be it because of some people or some..situations..I just missed out many things.

So now some might value...what I've missed is it worth to be missed or not? Hmm..like I said. No big deal...not to say worth missing it or I shall cry out loud for missing it. Is just...now only I realized...for 1 reason...I missed out so much so much...

Some would say..if that particular 1 reason is worth everything, you will not bother how much you have missed. Yes..that's true. But what if this 1 particular reason turned out to be something that you regret?? So..is it worth now?

Anyhow..it's all over. I would say..now only I realize..that I've missed out so much...

Love the lyrics..

2011-09-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

"If I Die Young"

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,
There's a boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

Never felt so satisfied!!

2011-09-15T19:44:00.004+08:00

Did you know the feeling of not being able to scratch your itch?

Did you know the feeling of being bullied and you just have to swallow it?

Did you know the feeling of having something in your heart and you couldn't release it to make yourself feel any better?

Well..I have them all and I FINALLY released all those grudge! Bloody bitch! LOL!!

If I can, I really would like to blast my music out loud and start dancing..with a champagne on one hand and a sparkler on the other.

All I could say is for so long I have been treated like a fool..like a dump kid..finally...I turn around and show them what this mama's little girl can do. Bloody bitch and bastard! Serve you right..na na na na na!! Dai lei dei sei...

I don't care what is the consequences..because it is non of my business. I am a villain..just wanna destroy every damn thing that I DONT LIKE!!!

So do I give a fucking shit about what kind of outcome I will trigger??? My philosophy is...you should have think about it before doing it!!!

Na na na na na!!! Go to hell all of you!!! Karma is a bitch and now this bitch is getting you all....

Ooppss...ok..enough of celebration...let's watch and see what will happen next...see how they clean their shit up!

Really dai sei ah!!! Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!

Oh...tonight the Volcanic mountain having fireworks display right? I dedicate to them lo!!!! Yahoo!!!

Repeating history

2011-09-14T18:35:00.005+08:00

The moment I stepped out of the airport of London Stansted, this strucked my mind..

"Why am I repeating history?"

I remembered the life in UK 3 years back was not fantastic..but yes it is a memorable one..

Somehow I felt that I've moved on to another stage in life---the working life. But now..I took a big U turn to come back to become a student again.

I am taking a different major for my Masters. Not a subject that I am familiar with. I don't know can I cope with it or not. But all I need to do is try, try..and try harder.

I'm glad that my housemates are nice people..we can talk and laugh together. This is the reason why we chose to stay in this house. I can get help from them and they are really helpful people.

The 2 nights here were OK. I tried to sleep at the normal hours (11.00pm), but I will get up about 5am in the morning. Probably is the usual time I got up when I was in KL. Still trying to adjust to the jet lag.

Wanted to share something here about what I encountered yesterday. I went into a telco company shop. There is an old woman making hell lot of noise about her phone. I think she is trying to push them to give her a new phone. But the attendant insisted to take her phone for a repair as it is still under warranty. The old woman wasn't happy about it. She sent in her phone for repair and reluctant to give her contact details. The attendant was puzzled. The old woman was really furious and she thought that the telco company will look for her to do something to her...I guess?!

And another incident was at ASDA (hypermarket). At the customer service counter, an old pakistanist or indian (sorry I couldn't differentiate them) was queuing up next to me with quarter pint of milk left in the bottle in his hand and a receipt. Usually these customer service counter serves customers who like to do a refund or exchange of goods. So this old man went there and requested for a refund for his quarter pint of milk. And of course, the customer service attendant said NO to him. The old man still trying to push it....and the attendant who can speaks his language was telling him off ( I can guess by the tone) that he is not allowed to do that.

Sigh..second day I am back to this country...I see such pathetic sights again..and again...

I could say this is common in this country...I've worked in that volcanic mountain for nearly 2 years and I would say I did encounter such weird scenarios. But not like this...really not like this...

For once and that will be forever

2011-09-10T02:11:00.003+08:00

Once you were hurt, being stabbed, forever you will remember.

You might not remember how pain it is. But you will remember the incident, the process...everything that you've gone through.

Even though you try real hard to forget about how bad it was. But when someone, something, directly or indirectly reminded you about what happened, at least for 1 minute, you will have a thought - I can't believe I've gone through such things...

For once...and that will be forever.

Learning to let go..

2011-09-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

There are many things I seriously need to learn how to let go...

I was once very stubborn..I was once holding to it so much..but until this point of time, who cares?

I am learning how to let go...

This will be my last night here in this Volcanic Mountain. After tonight, everything will become the past...everything will engraved in my memory..regardless good or bad, happy or sad..that's all I can take with me.

Chok ju chok ju!!

2011-09-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

To be honest...these few days I am trying really hard to make it as it everything is fine. But I am not..

My gas still chok ju chok ju..really feel bloody imbalance...very angry indeed...but I am trying real hard to tahan!!!!

I hope you will understand it is not my nature to swallow every damn thing...I am not that murah hati..I am not that generous...

Piece of shit!

It's September again..

2011-09-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

This year's August and September seems a little bit dramatic to me.

Something being suppressed for quite sometime finally exploded. But smart people being smart people, they are able to twist and turn the fact to make things back to "normal".

Anyway, it doesn't matter now. At least the damage is already there. At least, I will feel...more balance in a way. Or probably, this is a slap on whoever face to let one understand, things aren't always going ones way all the time. Things aren't easily manipulated. But..there is always BUT...never mind..it's over now.

Oh ya...for donno how many donkey years, no one cursed me before. Recently there is one bitch who cursed me. Hmm..record breaker! Bloody idiot. Like I said, if you have the guts, come get me and see who will curse who. Bloody daughter of bitch and bastard. Bloody watch your bitchy mouth.

*deep breathe* Karma is a bitch. Never mind...you will sure get it..sure eat your bloody words back from the back of your butt! Opps...excuse me. I am a lady...

KNNCCB..worst is someone actually agreeing to it!!! How? By liking the post!! Another idiot!!

*Another deep breathe*

Fine!!Not worth your anger...chillax~~All these will come back and get them one day...

But bloody hell, I am fucking imbalance now!! Someone just made me sound like I am some nuts who likes to create stories..fake stories..

Arrghh!!! Really can't stand it!! Humiliating my intelligence!!

*And another deep breathe*

Karma is a bitch!! Just wait for the time to come...

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It is September already. I am starting a new journey again.

Hope everything will be fine there..

2 more weeks

2011-08-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

There you go...two more weeks..

I hated this place because of many reason. But I like this place for 1 reason, the good people here. Really nice working with them..

3 more weeks, I will start a new life. Back to the life being a student. I hope I can be happier..really...I need to be happier..

Tik tok tik tok....

2011-08-02T20:30:00.003+08:00

The time is ticking...

1 more month left in this Volcano mountain...

Goodbye everything here...this place is a place of shit.

Somehow I will miss something..some people here...but some I might be glad that "I am going away~~~"

Thinking about the days that I had. It's really dramatic. Like I always say...I learn a lot here.

One biggest lesson I had is...

This place is a shit hole and most people are in a stupid RelationS.H.I.T....

Married women hanging out with other man...Men with wife still playing around with other girls..and don't bloody hope you can find TRUE LOVE up in this demonic mountain.

D.E.M.O.N.I.C..That's the word.

Human feelings are too fragile and if you really want to test yourself out...this is the place you wanna be.

Those who can last long...CONGRATULATIONS!! I do bow down to you...

Orz (with hands and legs on the ground)

Those who broke up...well...or maybe sooner or later...yea..sorry to say you failed the test!

Really wanna throw this place with abundance of sarcasm!!!

Arrghh!!!!!

I am tired with you LIAR!!

2011-07-26T11:20:00.005+08:00

Seriously I hated it sooooooooo fucking much when I found things out myself. HATE IT!!

What is a lie?

Nice stories+ covering the truth with some other stories = lie

Hiding the truth + omitting some details = lie

Avoiding the truth + mention only the things you wanna hear = lie

Therefore,

Telling a lie = hiding the truth = omitting details = avoiding the truth= picking the things that one likes to hear only = LIE!!

Bloody liar! I am tired with all your bloody lies.

It is not worth at all to earn your trust and in return you bloody return with lies, in different ways.

What for??? For what???

Whatever it is, 1 more month to go. And off I go..and off you go! I don't need you at all. Some other people need you more!

LIAR!!

Hmmm...

2011-07-25T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hi, sorry for the long long delay for my updates.

Lots of things happened within a month. But don't feel like updating it. Coz...nothing good to share.

Getting myself ready to go UK. Yeah...going over to continue my Masters.

It's gonna be a new chapter of life again. Real estate..something that I never never had in my mind.

I think my next blog probably when I already quit my job, get myself ready to fly to UK d..

I am "meaty"

2011-07-03T01:09:00.002+08:00

My body developed more meat since the past few years..and now I am "meaty".

In the sense that I looked rounder...fleshier..and...whatever you named it for a chubby person.

I am trying hard to get rid of the "meat"...and this is what I've done.

1. No more alcohol. I think I've stopped it for quite sometime...When was the last time I drank? Can't remember d...ya..it was that long ago...

2. Try not to eat rice after 8pm. Read it somewhere but I can't remember where. Don't know whether it helps or not. But..ahem...I am still trying hard to abide this.

3. Take cereal in the morning. Apparently cereals are good for maintaining body-weight and control cholesterol. Ah hah....

4. Exercise!!! Unbelievable?? Believe it then...I have been jogging in the evening whenever I have my days off. BELIEVE IT!!!

5. No supper!! I am not to supper person anyway. So..no big deal actually. Most of the time if I really go out at night, I will only be drinking. Ok..that's the catch..I drink fruit juice to get fibre ok!!

Fingers and toes crossing that I will take some "meat" out of my body soon....I want to be a sexy babe!!!!

Time is up..

2011-06-28T20:26:00.002+08:00

The time is up..it's the time for me to make a decision.

It's also a turning point for me now, to change my life...

Almost everything in my life.

Wish me luck.

Childhood Days..

2011-06-20T02:01:00.005+08:00

Sharing some of my childhood photos...Hahaha...I was a mischievious, cheeky and of course...adorable girl!!

Look at the way I smiled to the camera..HA!!

Dad used to take us to the seaside and beach alot....I love touching the fine sand..

Ok..look at the picture and you can tell who actually caught the fish. It's my brother. (see his excited face behind?) Impatient me couldn't catch any fish and I just want to take his to take a picture..Haha! Bad me!

Love to bully him when he was young...Look at the yellow towel below his feet..that was his precious once upon a time..

I remember both of us really love sitting on car boots..

Cheeky me posing with the lion head..

Both of us with mum. Me with that pose? Ya..I was like " Dad!!Enough of taking pictures ok!!"

Some old photos...

2011-06-20T01:18:00.009+08:00

Hi, ya, that's me. I ransacked my wardrobe for some old photos and look what I've found.
Found some interesting pictures. Especially photos when I was in Japan!!

This is one of the few pictures I have in Mount Fuji. Ya..you cant see the mountain from this pic because it was outside the room. Bloody hell that time the rest of the pictures were lost. Sigh...

Mum, grandma and me...where? Hiroshima Miyajima...

Picture on right: Washing hands before entering the temple.

The train tickets to all over Japan..

This is not in Japan. It's in Bangkok, Thailand instead. I like this picture. So does my mother =)

What a week..

2011-06-16T20:06:00.004+08:00

Had a tiring week, again, mentally and physically. Yeah..what's new? Same old shit...

Out of the sudden was asked to attend a forum in KL. Well, good to attend, learn more things and....don't have to go up the mountain so soon.

Sometimes I am glad that this blog of mine I am able to share some happy things and sad things, of course there are some issues that I was really furious about.

Probably I should have some "disappointed" blog. These few years I could say my "learning curve" is tremendous. Why? I seriously have a quick flip through the chapters of life- mostly about relationship management or human management.

Indeed is a good part to learn. As my previous blogs said, I learned about how to trust people. It is actually a game to play. Regardless what kind of relationship you are involved in, its all a game to play.

I am tired of the game. Really tired. But sometimes I can't just pull myself out the game, just by the flick of my fingers. I couldn't.

Certain games I wanted to just give up, but at times I will think that it is not "Game Over" yet, I shouldn't just give up like that.

But come to think about it, I have the choice to pick what game I want to play. Yes, I have the choice.

Sad to say some people seriously have NOoo idea the rules of the game. Some players cheated by allowing those who are not qualified to join the game, some worst, trying to believe that they are actually qualified to play the game. There are rules!! Ok!!! Please follow the rules & regulations!! The earth doesn't spin for 1 person ok!!!!

There is also a saying.."some people will not change the glass though it is full of cracks, they will only change it when the glass is broken".

I have 2 ways to choose now, either I just break the glass myself and declare as "Game Over", OR, I just wait till the glass breaks naturally.

Now, the question is---W.H.E.N?

OMGosh!!!!

2011-06-10T21:33:00.006+08:00

Thanks to Shearn for tagging me all the CNY photos.

Bloody hell I seriously need to STOP EATING!!

This is how I am going to look when I am pregnant!!! Thats my nan and my younger bro.
Any resemblance?

So...

Stop taking picture of me. I can't take it anymore!!!

I went back on the 30th night for CNY Reunion Dinner. It has been 4 years I missed CNY because I was overseas and 1 year in Genting.

It's also been a few years that most of my cousins actually get together to eat. Since donno how many donkey years ago, my cousins started to go overseas for studies. 3-4 of them are still staying outside Malaysia at the moment though.

Ok..this is how all the POHs eat..how's it?

Not forgetting...

A toss for everyone...We are all good drinkers (ahem)...inherited the genes from our Ye Ye..He was a super good drinker. *wink*

Picture time with my cousin...Ya I know...I am trying hard to pose cute (I know I might be too old for that now...)

But...never mind....

Because....

My mum is worst!!

Sorry mum.. =p

~~CåLLiE~~

Finally..I have my holidays..

Happy Dragon Year

Why others can but you can't?

My first Exam after n years..

Just to share..

I am such a emo freak...

Battling Exams

Back to Uni..2012

My trip back to the Volcanic Mountain...

Me and my Drama life

Friends with "benefits"?

I am Ms. Kepo

In the end...you worth RM500?!

New Beginning of 2012

Happy Birthday to Me........

Birthday Eve

I'm Confused

Aaahhh...food again..

Christmas Eve in Msia

Last blog in UK for year 2011

Winter Solstice

My 3 months UK life...Series 2

5 days before Xmas

A week before Xmas

Christmas Party@Gatecrasher!!!

I'm coming home...

Holiday now..

First reminder for me to grow up

Selective Memory Lost

I love FOOD!

Exam?! Arrghh? Exam ah??

*Yawn...*

Arrghhh!!!

Goodbye Little Black...

Food Trivia again!!!

Crap!

Yay!!

Another random blog

Set my own rules..

A song to dedicate to....

Dining

More pics of London and me..

Back from London

London again!

I am Sleepy Princess

I'm a ROBOT!

Sunday...

New Hairstyle

Frankfurt Xmas Market

The Survival of my Little Black

Out and about

Ganbatte!!!

Food Trivia 2

Food Trivia

A day before 11.11.11

Crazeee Vintage Night

Cold gloomy day

Cycling!!

Karaoke on Friday night..

Bon Fire 2011

Rainy Day

Nightmare again

A productive Day

Struggling

Study Day 1

Err...

The story of a chewing gum

Another random blog

I attended church online!!

Not well..

Drinking time!!!!

I met SIRI

Interesting things that I see..

Day Out to try Jamie Oliver's food!!

Emo pix

Speechless

Emo'ing

Do you think so?

恍悟

CåLLiE

Yawn...